To hell with it !

It's been a while since I last posted, to be honest, I have had neither the time nor much enthusiasm for writing. I think not going to Cadwell really pissed me off and made me not want to think about racing too much. I had decided that funds would not permit me to race until the last championship round at Brands at the end of September. It really bugs me that I cannot do a full season or be in a financial position to do the whole thing a lot better than I actually can. There will probably never be enough money to go racing with. There will always be something to throw at the bike or some way of improving to go faster , some extra goodies to help be better set up for a race weekend. Of course, more money would be nice.
Unfortunately, it's often a struggle to afford to even get to a race meeting, but sometimes longing and lusting just gets the better of me. I'm bloody going to Snetterton. I can't wait till Brands. And I'm going to do what ever it takes to get to Brands too. I know I should be saving the money to spend on the bike over the winter, to make her go faster but I may be dead by then!